Friday, May 9, 2008

i had a quite miserable day today..

Trust?? Is it so hard to gain a person's trust..
should i trust a person who have hurt me with lies more than once?
First u go out with ur frens when i was at the engagement thing, and u claim that u were at home bored, thinking of me...ya rite!! 
Then u meet up with her, without telling me...i noe u 1 to study with her..but at least tell me, something can be kept but that secret won't last forever..
at least let me know so that u won't let me down..
Thanx dear fren for telling me the truth...i appreciate it rather than it being kept aside not letting me noe... i feel as if  i'm a person at loss i thank you dear frens..
It's not that hard to forgive, but it hard to forget..
my fragile heart still burns of hurt and sadness...
now i still feel like crying...everytime i see face i would see whether he's telling the truth or not...but i have always trusted him and always loved him...
i promised him, i will never let him go
But plz ur thinking of not telling me things make me feel falling down..
i feel fragile now...i feel like a glass going to be shattered..
but dun worry dear i will never leave and things would be normal
i still feel the hatred in my heart..
i feel weak, i can't forget it yet...i'm hurt that what i feel rite now...
...................
Trust is a word
But i still has a meaning
Trust is a feeling 
That is always worth achieving
trust for me is a must
I will always trust u
i hope u can do the same
Because trust for me is powered by love that u have for me..

That i will never forget....

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