Saturday, November 29, 2008

i'm freaking miserable

TODAY i had a bad day...i was freaking late for work today, then after that i had to work from 12-8...when i got up already i was in no mood to tok to anyone, i dun even feel like toking to anyone...met shahril after that, tok to him abt work and stuff...then when i got back, my mum had a Fuckin seizure!!! she scold me when i had to work my butts off, people come back from home earn money then kene tengking kene BODOH kene STUPID!!! a mother saying that to a child making can make me demoralize.... i feel as if i want to be alone!! i cried in my room, shaking helplessly on my bed... i had sumbody to tok to, zack had to hear my venting, i was crying in pain...

He would probably be sad and feel like killing himself right now. we haven't have time for each other nowadays... NW he knows ar what i feel when he was working then like i had to wait for him everytime for him to come back...maybe i think MAMA was right, i was stupid to go work far...i should have taken a nearer place, but i shouldn;t blame him, coz i was asked that it's good, kalau starbucks pon, i should have chosen a nearer place...I"M STUPID!! thanks mama!! i get it...i'm weak! 

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