Monday, February 9, 2009

CAN I FORGET??

Life ought to be cruel to us sometimes...

Everything was going well as planned and suddenly it all became an awful disaster

At first it could be a smooth road of laughter and memories, and then on second thought it could be hell

It's has been very hard for me i guess

i'm a confused, selfish little girl..

a little girl who often don't know what's good and wrong for her

A little girl who was often mislead and misunderstood....

One might say that i might be ridiculous, being so dramatic and selfish

i had one mistake of getting over the ledge by saying something that i actually shouldn't

I can't stand being myself sometimes

I can't stand when i always make a person cry and cry...

i can't bear to look

it pains me as well, coz i was the one who has made the mess by being angry

i can't help it, im a angry person

All this UPs and DOWNs, it's like being stuck in a roller coster ride

PS: i HATE to be on a roller coster

Every fight and all this mess....

does it relate to the past which has not yet been forgotten..

WOW people might say..."come ON get over it...it's the past,"

it's not easy, it's not easy at all

it takes blissfully moments of love and time

My words that i have speak out...

i'm sorry=(

i'm weak, and i wished i could speak at all...

I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID

BUT THERE'S ALWAYS A REASON WHY I'M ALWAYS ANGRY

I'M SORRY IF THE DREAD IN ME HURT U

LAST TIME I ALWAYS WANTED TO GET BACK AT U

BUT THAT WOULD ME AS BAD...

DAMMIT, GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!

CAN i forget??

......

Monday, February 9, 2009

CAN I FORGET??

Bl@cKs0uLz hated the world at 4:54 AM

| THE ADMINiS-TRAITOR |

| CRAVINGS |

| THE TALK-A-LOT |

| MY DUDES & DUDETTES |

| THE SING-A-LOT |

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

| the design |

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| the design |

Monday, February 9, 2009

CAN I FORGET??

Bl@cKs0uLz hated the world at 4:54 AM

| THE ADMINiS-TRAITOR |

| CRAVINGS |

| THE TALK-A-LOT |

| MY DUDES & DUDETTES |

| THE SING-A-LOT | MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com | the design | designer / threePIXELgap image / x

| the design |

Bl@cKs0uLz hated the world at 4:54 AM

| THE SING-A-LOT |

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

| the design |

designer / threePIXELgap
image / x