Thursday, October 1, 2009
Well, HARI RAYA have been a bomb! This year is really bad...everything did not go as planned, everything is cancelled due to the lack of response and got this someone didn't msg me while she already planned it,WHY EHK? (If don't want me to go just tell me uh, no need to keep quiet) Talked to Mia just now about this!! HAHA! lu kekek per mia (ku tempeleng muka ko) HEHE, sumhow she cheered me up =) thanks!. Well, let's face it on the good side, my birthday is coming. I dun really look forward on it as much..well, i just don't. As time goes by, i'm beginning to lose it. Shall i go or shall i stay. I keep emphasizing on the word "denial". Coz maybe I AM DENIAL. i dunno what to do, i dunno what to say, i just feel like falling down on my knees, on my weak knees. Maybe i have to think what is best for me. Maybe i should just leave and go. No use.
The sun will still be shining, every mushroom cloud has its silver lining.
