headbangss to hardcore

Restart Acoustic

2010-05-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

2010-04-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

yesterdays event...went to raffles place. CHILL, blogged this at tumblr infos on tumblr, so you can check it out! k bye.

2010-04-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

Today was AWesomazing! (awesome+amazing) created by shahril. First we decided to go to marina square to buy my dreamcatcher earrings @ rastafari. Then after that we went to fort canning park and camwhored till night, which was superb FUN. But syg like got paranoid with himself., dunno why, but sometimes i just feel like knocking his head. But the walkway out of fort canning is DAMN SCARY @ night! Our hearts were beating fast as we walked fast through the walkway of Trees...So after we went fort canning, we wanted to catch ATC(amateur takes control) @ esplanade but we only catch it for 15mins! that sux, but their music were soothing to the ears. even though their genre is rock. Pathetic. i had along day with shahril bby, and i love him too much...2yrs and going. KEEP IT GOING

Shading in hot weathers..

2010-04-01T07:49:00.001-07:00

It was a effing HOT day today, IT freaking gave me reddish tone to my skin. Wore shades most of the time. Took goddamn loads of pictures, flew a kite which hardly even flew, blew rainbow bubbles, played cards, played with water, jumped, screamed, ate chips, tok CRAP and laughed @ every moment. The other two did not came, im so upset. =( i just realize among these picture i look like ive gain weight especially in my arms, FuCKED UP uh. must plan jog and gym! XD

HAD FUN TODAY! and raddy u look great in purple....LOVES SHAHRIL

Aprils FOOLS FALL!

2010-03-31T11:42:00.000-07:00

DUHHHHHHHH!!!!

What have i been doing for the past few days,..

2010-03-31T10:23:00.000-07:00

Well i had fun with these lovelies !! Went cycling on a hot sunny day with fyza, shahril and raddy. Had loads of fun sia! but i think i got sunburn coz it was seriously very HOT, I got darker fast coz maybe too much melanin in my skin(ARSE)! Ended up with bruises after cycling, maybe coz i got hit by my bike. Hung out @ the lake where they held percussion practices, FUUH! " LU GENDANG KENCANG UHH"...Regardless of the effing HOT weather the skies were ideal for phototaking =) LOVE LOVE the pics, thanks to rad cam, but its not DSLR! BLUEK....

Then Today i went diinnerr @ night @ RASA21...i ate sliced fish horfun which tasted superb! the best hor fun i have ever tasted lah ! We had little chats here and there coz we missed each other! and we are in different school. SOOBS! I hate LYS anyway, but i love the memories there. But then sumthing interrupted us while we phototaking at the void deck, POLICE CAME! then they check our ID uh, irritating just coz of phone stealing syndicate. BLAH BLAH..ETCETC. Took couple of pics SHIQIN and HUDS had to go, the rest chills at MAC play artiya stupid game which i keep losing! ARGHH! Well tomorrow got another outing...going to MARINA BAY with NS-ing SO-OD frends...tata to whoever who even reads my blog...

well, gdbye...

A trip to sing plazaa MIA"s place

2010-03-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ArTIYA!!!

2010-03-19T10:03:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAKAK ARTIYA!!! wow this girl is already 18!! CHEY LEGAL NAIK MOTOR!! hehehehee! nnti kiter bwk vespa sama k? ehehehe! love this girl very much! XD i had fun karaoke with mazni, art and shahril , we burst out laughing continously, MAZNI THE DIVA, ART THE STRAWBELLY SHORTCAKE VOICE,ME........??? (cricket cricket) ....XD LETS GO KARAOKE AGAIN!!!!!!

2010-03-14T06:50:00.000-07:00

HAVE A SPLENDID GOOD TIME WITH HIM .....bought him sumthing special! another week till hols i can't wait for it man, im so going cycling, loosen up the fats, now i sound so random. My phase test went smoothly, nothing bad happen except for some of the theory, our fat teacher didn't explain properly....MORONIC! another week ONE MORE WEEK TIL HOLS! god im so tired GOOD THING i got my pay the bad thing is i have to give 120 to my mother.! and SHCUKS i finished 50 in one day. FUCK when am i going to save....k bye for now i wanna watch trnsformers..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHRIL!!!

2010-03-04T06:10:00.000-08:00

WOW!!! SYG is like already 18 years old sehh LEGAL TO DO MORE THINGS...but i dun think 18 is such a big deal, no biggie...HAPPY BIRTHDAY !Well, here i am with you till this day and another following day...it doesn't matter about the time or day , all i know is i want to be with you ...AFTER ALL of the obstacles i have to bear being with you during being with you. I'm STUBBORN, ANGRY, FUSSY, AND A MISUNDERSTOOD person.. I'M NOT PERFECT ...and you know that, it takes a very strong person like you to bear with such a person like me...without you sumtimes i feel so lonely...no one will understand sometimes how i feel. and im sorry for somethings i did..im so sorry ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ...

"It took me two weeks. Two weeks to fall in love with you "

2010-02-28T07:19:00.000-08:00

DEAR john was effing awesome, the way they love each other amaze me, both have imperfections but they are madly in love....tear-jerking movie is what i would say, gonna watch it the second time with love XD!! wuuhuuu Love's Birthday is cuming!!! XD

2010-02-14T07:06:00.000-08:00

Chillaxx (DTE)=DOWN THE END

2010-01-19T08:10:00.000-08:00

WOW! ALOT HAS HAPPENED THIS PAST FEW DAYS! I love my Mac for taking this wonderfuL pictures for us !! Im sorry to have uploaded this very very LATE! i was much too lazy and busy sorry uh blogger i have left u alone rusting in the midstream of internet connections. I have been so busy! i don't think i have a life lah anymore. everyday work!!! ARGGHH!! sometime i spend days just being silent after work, coz i've been smiling in the ward too much till i think now i need to frown coz if not it will stay there like a "plastic" smile AKA senyum plastic. (we don't want tat do we?) can't wait to meet my old mates i miss them WHOLESS! Can't wait for next sat GIG...dunno what gig forgot uh ...XD CHIOS CHEE BYE!

Sheeshh!!!

2009-12-29T06:26:00.001-08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!

2009-12-22T07:18:00.000-08:00

FUCK IT! i wont be posting so much words anymore in blogger...so im just gonna post random pics and such of what i do and what i went through these past few days..im manging two blogs now..so yeah ..BYE!

OVER DUE PICS

2009-12-22T06:57:00.001-08:00

BONCET SIA

UNCHAINEDDD...

BBQ PIT!

no clothes nak bogel

2009-12-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

I HAVE NO CLOTHES TO WEAR FOR THE FUCKING GIG~~~~~~~~ ARRGGHH!!

RADDY!

2009-12-16T05:02:00.001-08:00

RADDYY!!! I MISS YOU SO BADLY!!! CAN U NOT BE A SILENT SOUL, coz we are all worried about ur whereabouts..no msgs nothing we only can read the last post on ur blog...U nvr miss us issit, i hope u think of us...coz we all love you dearly...and i want to go out together like always....

OVERDUE PICSS!!

2009-12-09T04:18:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry guys i've been sticking to my tumblr alot! So yeah i sort of neglected this blog, HAHA! But still i am operating on two blogs...and those who has tumblr right pls follow me and i will follow you back aitess (fuckingscreamurlungsout.tumblr.com)! I am so enjoying my hols! Im going to work as a flyers distributer...the pay is gradual and its not bad at all. XD so yeah tata!

2009-11-27T01:08:00.000-08:00

AWAITING!

SELF MADE SOUL

OVERDUE PICS

2009-11-26T23:25:00.001-08:00

we're the terroristss!

2009-11-14T06:49:00.000-08:00

RADDY THE PHTOGRAPHER

DUMB & DUMBERER

BEfore THAT MIA PUSHED ME!

Can i smack her butt

Edited by Raddy syg

Urban air

Memorial

LAWAR NYER MATA GREY

I LOVE THIS

FLOATING ON AIR

HAHA! RADDY.MIA.YANA went out on a triple date..First i went to bugis with radiah since Mia was running late, i was going to murder her but i didn't bring my weapon uh...So just now while we were waiting for Mia to dress up, we went shopping at Bugis, i bought silver bangles and Rad bought her chekered shirt! RAD! padanlah aku carik tak dpt! SIOL TOL! HAHA, Went to windowing, and head off to the library,where we met Mia! MIA HOT as usual with her grey EyeBALLs...i was horrifically jeolous, coz i wanted grey lenses! HELL! i want it..So after having pitstop at long Johnss, we went stright up to esplanade...then There was like POLICE everywhere....i was like...

yana: Ader Org mati per pat cnie?

Mia: Agaknyer uh..

R.M.Y: ASAL NIE BANYAK ORANG!

yana: betol uh ader org mati.

Mia: Drg tutup semer sak!

(i forgot who say which, but i just say) HAHAH!!!

but we ended up taking pics outside ESP.

Before that we were like LOST sia...But MIA MOON, got us out of the wreck! THANK GOD!

ENDED UP I FOUND OUT OBAMA WAS IN THE BUILDING! HOLY SHIT! HAHAHA padanlah like TUTUP RABAK NYERR!!!

*waiting for him....feels like waiting for skies to turn grey*

KUDOS!!!

2009-11-07T08:19:00.000-08:00

ALL I CAN SAY.....THEY ROCK....I LOVE YOU, If only we see eye to eye

3/4 full sister lurp outing

2009-11-06T19:36:00.000-08:00

Picturess says the most words, i love them!!! we basically had fun taking pictures...i ate alot and excreted alot!! AHAHAHA!!! Today is Avalansa's performance...good luck guys!!!

GREAT ESCAPE! XD

2009-10-31T08:21:00.000-07:00

UUUUUU!!!!!!

STEP HOT

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

GLORY HOLE

mmmmm...

MAKAN!!

PEACE SAMA LU!

ALAMAK CBOK UH!

So i went out shopping today with Shahril, it was a blast!!! Firstly we went to BUGIS STREET to buy the bag i wanted, we search and search, i remembered Radiah say that one of the stall sells this kind of bags. We went round and round from top to bottom, until we discover the freaking hidden shop! Made frenzy with auntie, and bought the bag! XD LOVE IT! Initially i wanted to buy a beanie, and wanted to go to Vivocity,i saw one in esprit but i didn't think it will be worth it but we ironically, haven't had time for that. Kesian shahril, dier jadi mangsa, ikut cnie ikut sana! HAHA...went gAY - lang to find cheap black shoes, my shoes are like real rotten and smelly. wanna sniff? GAY-lang was really raining kucing and anjing, thunders came striking across the skies, i was like freaking shivering, we ran to the mall, there was no shelter, but it was fun uh! HAHA We ran like siow people from metta...shahril, before that we took pictures hehe....PS: I LOVE YOU.

Today was the phase test. TWO WORDS: SAID AND DONE. i was practically annoyed with myself.

2009-10-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

Well, i miss taking pictures with my piercing...i nvr worn my lip stud for soo long. SHIT it hurts. Just expressing feelings :), so do not leave stupid comments. PAUSE.

WHALE!!!!!!

2009-10-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

HAHA, so two weeks in in-campus have been very fun and a whole lot of laughs. MY FAV LESSON : Clinical nursing & Project Management, i don;t get behavioural science...it just gets me confused...two weeks have gone so fast! I just cannot believe that it;s that's fast compared to 1.1

I LOVE MY BFF alot!!!!!! LOADS OF LAUGHS AND HITTING EACH OTHER'S HEAD....sakit sak...mcm kene JOTOS! HAHA! thought classmates seem to be not very bonded compared to 1.1, quite sad though. Don't exactly know the reason why, what is important is that i'm with my friends, and i'm there to pass my exams...TRY TO GET ..4.0 GPA. weeeee.....SAT going to see my friends(BERUK) in the zoo with family...next week class test!!!!!! GRRR!! DIE DIE STUDY BUT HAVE TO GO ZOO! HAHAHA!! chioss!!!

WEBBY MOMENTS

2009-10-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

I had nothing to do today, so me and shahril webcamwhored, he took pictures of me doing stupid stuff but it turned out hilarious and nice at the same time. But i didn't took pictures of him though, coz my skype couldn't take any pictures, DOPE or what!

ILY

Overdue hari raya PICS i grabbed from maznii!

2009-10-11T08:24:00.001-07:00

ALL I CAN SAY IS LOADS OF LAUGHTER AND FOOD..

WAVES AND SPRINKLERS

2009-10-11T01:06:00.000-07:00

Muka aku stop it sia

MIA LOST

DUMB AND DUMBERER

HAHAHA NIE KEKEK

RADDY'S jiwang poem

One of raddys present!

CANDID SIA

Looking over the horizon

EXTRA SIA RAD NYER FINGER

HIGH SIA I JUMP LIKE FROG

Hey dude and dudettess..So i went swimming with BFF, I had a lot of FUN SIA there...especially the waves i almost wanted to drown...we went up to almost 1.5m, and the mostly the water went over my head...But the sprinklers felt like rain which felt super nice. Me and Rad played only the yellow slide, mia is afraid of water slides. Kekek seh ! aper lah mia nie...Lazy pool was fun except of these guys kacau2 us...STUPID MATS! GIE GEYLANG UH SIA..we all hurt ourselves in the lazy pool...LAZY=SLOW, LAZY POOL NOT SLOW...BODOH! unless u all naik BOYAH uh. SO after that we like so freaking hungry, coz just now u lost a few calories of by jumping off the waves. ATE KFC and RAD insisted we open our presents took pictures while at it. thanks rad for the presents!! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT, thanks for the card too! BERPANTUN PULAK dier HAHA!! Then we were off to jurong point, BIG BIG PLACE SIA THAT ONE, like shopping paradise, except dun have forever 21 ah. I LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH U GUYS! NEXT TIME WE BRING OTHERS GO CHINESE GARDEN AH, i want to go to the place badly.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIQIN!!!!

2009-10-11T00:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIQIN SYG!!!!!

Well, TODAY is the belo friend of mine birthday!

i love her, and u guys will noe how fun she is if u guys were to get to noe her...

For our almost 3 years of friendship, i;m sorry if i made mistakes to u..

So blow off ur candles of ur cake, and i hope u will be happy...

MAKIN LAMA SEMAKIN TUA AH!!! WUUUPP!

KILLER SHOES

2009-10-07T07:30:00.000-07:00

CAN I BLAME MYSELF FOR DESPERATELY WANTING IT...funny thing was i almost got my hands on it...almost. Till here, shoes.

HARI RAYA WITH BABES

2009-10-05T10:00:00.000-07:00

THE GROUP

MUKA SQUARE

VERY UGLY CLOSE UP ON ME SIA

PULLED MY HAIR

KITER NAK TUNANG, MUKA NAK EXPLODE

EHEH C PAKISTAN NIE

SO TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY AND MIA's BERTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIA GUE SYG SAMA LU!!!! DUn sad2 lah tak banyak present, nnti ku bagi ko OKAY???!!!! ...btw whatever, to me NO BIG OF A DEAL..went out with group, i had fun and spend good time with my frens, i got high and i look high...went home eat kfc my parents bought me cake! I LOVE THEM...and i love ALL f my friends who wished me happy birthday! =)

TODAY RECOLLECTIVESS...

2009-10-02T07:17:00.001-07:00

This IS ME I LOOK LIKE GHOST!

hello budak-budak terkini? krg semer amacam sihat?? Kiter di sini sihat...tapi penat dong!!!

Today went to town to watch UGLY TRUTH!!! And i RATE it 10/10 , it's MY TYPE of movie yo! YEAH YEAH!! Me, Raddy and Mia, kept on laughing the whole entire movie, since we watch it at iluma...there wasn't alot of people(that the best thing). what i learnt is that MEN dun understand women, AND women don't understand men, sort of saying that we are totally bizzare when it comes to relationship..sumtimes the truth can be ugly. Do men really search women for breasts or heart uh?? well, not all men..=). Sumtimes the truth can be ugly though. Kekek rabak the movie, from vibrators to intimacy to dirty dirty talking. NC 16..movies rocks uh! heh!

Enough about the movie, after that teman raddy go BIG BIG LIBARY, then after that we go BIG BIG electronic mall (SIM LIM MALL). Raddy download some games until 70, and Mia go buy portable DVD player, kaya raya kwn aku nie semer, aku gie beli flannel 10 dollars. Okay lah i love it loads! then after that got this chinese guy ask for my number, then i was like 'WHAT IS THIS??', hahaha!! but he was joking uh. dun be angry bf =(. Camwhored abit. and went home.

ISFMOF

2009-10-01T07:16:00.001-07:00

Sit back and watch...

2009-10-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

Well, HARI RAYA have been a bomb! This year is really bad...everything did not go as planned, everything is cancelled due to the lack of response and got this someone didn't msg me while she already planned it,WHY EHK? (If don't want me to go just tell me uh, no need to keep quiet) Talked to Mia just now about this!! HAHA! lu kekek per mia (ku tempeleng muka ko) HEHE, sumhow she cheered me up =) thanks!. Well, let's face it on the good side, my birthday is coming. I dun really look forward on it as much..well, i just don't. As time goes by, i'm beginning to lose it. Shall i go or shall i stay. I keep emphasizing on the word "denial". Coz maybe I AM DENIAL. i dunno what to do, i dunno what to say, i just feel like falling down on my knees, on my weak knees. Maybe i have to think what is best for me. Maybe i should just leave and go. No use.

The sun will still be shining, every mushroom cloud has its silver lining.

2009-09-22T09:46:00.000-07:00

My brother, is he look like me??? NAH!!!!!!! LOL

nak step jams skejab..SS

CANDID SEH

MUA NYER FAMILIA? AMACAM! nak buat family tree

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!

2009-09-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!

Well, to me bulan ramadhan went by fast, maybe because i was having attachment...and time goes very fast when i was in the hospital. So i went to visit my my father's side of the family, went to visit my grandma's house and played TABOO...had a lot of wholeful laughs there. camera broke down so i couldn't take pics like last year . But this year, i just had a bad vibe when i come in the house. I dunno why sometimes people look down on me as being a nurse. It's just wrong, and i dunno why they have to judge me. isn't nursing a stable job? Maybe it's just my thoughts...iduntakepeoplewordsseriously. *HECK CARE*

Next went off to my atok's house(my mum's side), met my bootylicious young auntie, sabrina and malina. Man they are all so grown up and and gorgeous. Met her fiance too...met the guy who wanted to get to know me but too bad...blahblahblah! Had FUN there to smacking my aunty's butt...HEOHEOHEOHEO!!!

DEAD END

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARDIANA!!

2009-09-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARDIANA!!! XD

i'm here to wish Mardiana a HAPPY birthday and i'm happy that we have remained close friends, and that u are a lovely and the most cutest gerl with baby giggles gerl i have ever met...I hope for the best for u ! cheers! Umur meningkat tapi masih nampak mcm 10 tahun !!!! HAHAHAH JKJK!!

So I had the last day of attachment! Man i'm so going to miss my CP friends. thay are all outgoing and fun people! lova ya guyz! going to miss yoU! So on sat, i went to celebrate nana's birthday by breaking fast at city hall. didn't take any pics though, dunno why. didnt bring nana any present, NO MONEY. sheesh. sorry nana. =(

SO today talked with kak lyn on the phone! Discuss about things it was FUN toking with her and i miss her! Can't wait to go shopping with her! XD all smiless.

DEATH

2009-09-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

My pet rabbit that i have taken care ever since he was a kid died.
Cried like mad when i got home and he wasn't there.

"Where's Banny(my rabbit's name)?, i said.
"Dier takder lagi, papa tanam dier pat bawah...." my father said.
after taking note of that i practically stopped digesting, i broke down.
everything i did, reminds me of him..even now i'm dripping tears.
only i could touch his fur one last time.....

My patient bed 39 died, even though it was for a few days,
I remember i took his blood pressure, putting on the cuff, did ROM, feed him...
i was so shocked, he ate so little and always claimed of dying...but i cared for him.
=(
R.I.P Mr WAT.i will miss you,

Life, people come and go....

KEkek nyer memberss!!

2009-08-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS PIC

H1N1 screening, ArT got the most HEAT!
MAZNI TONGCANG RAMBUT
we ALL so vogue!
DUM DUM HEAD!
WwoOOOOOO!!!
mmmm...sexy
YEAH!
NICE

HAHA!! hello peepss! well, yesterday i went off to DTE to chill with maz, art & Jaz! since mazni brought her adorable lappy and so i bought my much more adorable lappy...So when i reached there i began to talk about my wonderful experiences in my ward, took out some JUICY GOSSIP!! mmmmmm......heheh, AND THEN THE EXCITEMENT BEGINS!!! camwhored like hell in my lappy, one big head. one small head, one face like watermelon, one face like gundu head!!!! HHAHAHAHA!!! OUH god, i can't tell u how much i miss them ! XD well , CHILLAX and check out the pics we have reproduce...

I LOVE MY BANDITS!

2009-08-22T08:05:00.000-07:00

SO today i had a chat with mazni baby and lyn baby!! mazni called me siao, while the other called me giler, luckily there were no threesome if not the third party would call me biol/ belo! fuuuh!Furthurmore, mazni's font was RED! and she said it was nice, sakitkan mata aku jek! i'm going to kill u all when i meet u !! MUAHAHAH!! Today first day of puasa right? Guess what i did not fast, coz of girly reasons...mazni accused me of putting red paint on my panties! Hmm, if i were to put red paint on my panties, i would feel severe itchiness and discomfort! (not coz of pubic hair okay)-.- XD! so tomorrow maybe going to lepak ngan friends...i can't wait to cam whore! and i miss ya guys so much !! MUAH! am i hallucinating? i need some feedback..i sumtimes feel the need to rewind back time...*soob*

2009-08-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

So that time i went for shee-sha with my CP frens, i had a lot of fun, laughing! i think we were the loudest and the most obnoxious there! they all reminded of my classmates and my sec friends! GOSH I MISS U ALL! i wont elaborate futhur coz i'm lazy & tired. CHIOWs!

GIGS..

2009-08-08T07:38:00.000-07:00

UNCUT-UNCENSORED....

(national day hxc 2009)

soothing, great, rocking local music, worth the 10 bucks.. headbanged see people mosh and left. Didn't get to take crappy pictures, my cam broke DAMNIT!

Till the next time we meet again.....

DENIAL

2009-08-01T09:46:00.000-07:00

emotions...running through every thought

another suffer while trying to burn this thought away

no matter how far, it's still trying to go away ....

see how the birds fly, freely, gracefully

how i wish i could be like them...

now it's just a tinge of slight mere pain....

HAPPY BITHDAY MAZNI!!!

2009-07-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

MAZNI UDAH TUA BANGKA! heoheoheoohehe!!!!! i am here to wish mazni a happy 17th birthday, anak mak dah besar uh! ahahhaha XD! wish u have a great day and a bright life ahead!! i love ya very mUCH!!!!!!!

i got sumthing to say

2009-07-15T06:22:00.000-07:00

Well, currently i have been very busy going trough attachment...i'm so very much like to apologise whom i miss chatting in msn and all my friends i miss u very very much! i am also having a rough time during attachment, and i'm so DAMN freaking tired, my back is aching and my legs are majorly cramping, it feels like cuming off, it suxz...but at the same time i still have a bright future ahead...i feel like breaking down, coz it's hard to approach the teacher who is busy, and that i'm afraid that i will fail this attachment, coz even though i dun look serious...but i AM serious about this attachment, as it is to bring me to poly and that is what i have always wanted..i ended up crying coz i'm so afraid...i seriously like to kick my own arse...and sumtimes i damn myself for not looking serious infront of people. -.-

PS: Please do not make a fool out of me? -.- depressed.

A DAY WITH GUA NYER MEMBERS LAMA!!

2009-06-27T07:03:00.000-07:00

GHOSTS OF UNREMAINED!!
TENGAH JEK YANG LAWAR !
WOOHOOO!!
SWINE FEVER DETECTION
HAHA!

M!!

WOOHOOO!!! i really had a great time today with mazni, nana and ART!! man i love u guys! SO as nana mentioned we had a potluck picnic today !! i didn't bring anything else except for my stomach, (sorry guys poket aku kering liaos!!!)...so we like practically laughed the whole time we are there! penat akuuuuu!!! and we camwhored beside the shores...using MY LAPPY!! mazni not urs ehk! haha, ko takleh bawak balik! heohoehoehoe!! we took stupid videos and CAMWHORED !! ahahhaha kekek siol kiter rang ! i hope a day like this will last forever...-.-

TRANFORMERS...

2009-06-24T07:15:00.000-07:00

Today was a great day, and the weather was perfect! So as we planned, me, mia, raddy and bestie went to watch the movies...luckily the movie at Orchard cineleisure was not really full! so went to watch the movie that we were looking forward to...HAHA!! but the frustrating is that we got lost in the middle of of nowhere -.- (mcm nak bawak batu, hentak kepala), btw i'm watching transformers again the next day with ma parents...COOL SIA GEREK PER!!! TRANFORMERS IS THE BOMB! THANKS MIA!!! XD thanks for checking out the seats.! i give transformers the rating of 5/5 ! xxxxxxooooxxxxx

And we went to watched another movie, which raddy ask me to watch! DAMN U RADYY!! i HATE THAT NENEK! we watched drag me to hell, it really freaked me out like hell! INSIDE THE Cinema was torture!! haiz! i covered my face most of the time though...the nenek face muka sememeK! i dun want to see that movie again! but if i have not been such a chicken, i would the give the rating as not bad... hmm, 4/5 even thought it creeps me out!

A DAY WITH MA GERLSSS!!!

2009-06-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

MUKA MIA SE-PULUH SEN!

GETTING READY FOR TAKE OFF

Looking towards the horizon

i think fyza's sacred of me

Sumone took my backside

baru nak buang pasir pat camera women

i went out with my girls..and i was SO fatigue by the end of the day coz we walked from bugis to city hall, and from esplanade to marina bay, so this six girls of mine, pluss we were laughing most of the time.."SIAL AR!! LUE BUAT KELAKAR KAPA!!!"...First i was so ANGRY coz i waited for them, if i noe i should have been extra late! Haahahaha! but then i saw the PINKIE FYZA! striking siol colour! caught my eye, now my eye pain, thanks ar FYZA!! so we went window shopping and sight seeing! TOK ABT CRAP! and stuff..so i went with the BARBIE GIRL! hahaha! tok abt her life and all, haha then i get to smack her solid butt at the end! WOOHOO! kk CIOW ChI BYEBYEBYE!

A day with ANESA ONIYURIII....anime gerl..!

2009-06-12T06:35:00.000-07:00

muka sepuluh cen siol!! haha

HEY HOMIESS?? was-sup..?? AMACAM?? BAIK?? k stop it k yana...

okay, finally i get to go out with ANESA ONIYURI!..(anime gerl), i think because of HER i'm going to be addicted to anime!!! DAMNIT!!! so today we went out...we went to PASIR RIS park!! since she wanted to de-stress and not think of anything for a while, (U DESERVE IT!!) i realize that she was under alot of pressure..i almost wanted to sue nanyang for deliberately torturing the students, but sum thing stopped me..HAH! if i not i want to do already sia..okay, so we sat on a bench which had a wide open space ,where guys used to play soccer, but it was empty..it was very peaceful, and the draft of cold wind deliberately soothe and calm a heart. IT WAS PEACEFUL. SO anesa brought her MACBOOK PRO, sialan tul! it's damn good...-_- i wanna trade! heoheo! so we end up seeing anime!!! ouh, what's the name of the ANIME? HUJIKERU or issit P=hUJIKERO? i can't recall lah! DAMMIT! DAMN funny sia,It's abt an ugly chick who has a mustache and has a shape-like ball for its tail!!! i practically laugh the whole time when i was there..! giler BABI PER!

PS: I had fun with her today...!!! XD

day out with the girls.

2009-06-09T08:27:00.000-07:00

takder kejer sak kiter rang

my face dun have...

MAK adam pakaikan celak

My best babes

NAK STEP VOGUE

THE MODELS

I think i was doing some headbangs

HAHA!

i got to say ....THIS MY GROUPS OF GIRLS....ROCKS,, leh pecah kepala ngan drg, when i'm with u guys i feel like banging my head on walls...running around like a crazy psychotic person(which some people claimed that i am already crazy)HAAHAH!!! okay this are the pictures from the NAPHA test, i walked all the way with artiya, ARTIYA was too lazy to ran, i was also like to fucked up to ran, so we eventually drag ourselves towards the finish line, AWW, i didn't get to take a pic with her...so here's the collages ...

Then a few days ago, in the morning i got a text msg...at around 10 sumthing and my girls ask me to chillout wit them at simei after thet went for their hepatitis B, which i did, so we all end up doing some BURST out pictures...and we did camwhore, abeh raddy nyer batt weak...HEOHEO!! i had loads of FUN!! until my face initially got bloated...HAH!!

I have always enjoyed being with my class, and i have nvr been so bonded with them...and i feel so secure...so comfortable, but i'll be sad when we us guys are going to go for our attacthment...since we will all be seperated from each other...i starting to miss u guys already, hope we will go out again...hoping for that day..

TO A PERSON WHOM I NEED NOT MENTION

2009-05-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

OKAY, i've been stressing up lately about this thing, since there's two posts about me in her blog i wanna post what actually happen...i cant believe kawan mcm gnie masih hidop. Why must she assume things just like that? why must she claim that i went out with my new friends which i did not even go bugis with them? i went there for a purpose, i thought maybe after that i wanted to go, but i thought twice i was scared that everything would be tedious...IT"S NOT THAT I DITCH U AND HER FOR MY FRIENDS..for what reason? for what? where did u get this idea..and why should u make such a BIG fuss over such one mistake of mine..U have already fought with one person, and now u want to make a fuss with me...U'r already in POLY sia, IM in ITE, I"M not giving BULLshit when it comes to studying, HERE I AM working my butts off just to get in poly, u think it's EASY, this is my one and only major exams, if i fail i have to take it NEXT YEAR. we lead diff course, we might not noe what we are both doing, u dunno my schedule, EVERYONE'S tired man...u think i'm not sick, i also SICK SIA! JUST for one mistake of not going out with u on that day...IS A VERY BIG DEAL??! and U MAKE SUCH A FUCKING BIG FUSS! i even apologise, i said sorry what more u want from me, when ur other friends cannot make it on that day then they explain can ar...when i explain u dun want to hear!

WHAT IT HURTS??!? I DUN understand sia! tu gig tu pon aku pergi skejab...lepas tu aku belajar ar... come on lar! PEOPLE MAKE DAMN MISTAKES!! AND PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD FORGIVE! if u apologise it;s okay, but u DIDN'T , all i have even done is being a friend, i guess it just ended.................

GIGS..

2009-05-24T05:27:00.001-07:00

WOOO, so virgin
I think we were laughing at goofyface...

NIZham

I'M FREAKING TIRED SO LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING...i feel like i'm going to die right now...COMMENTS ON BAND : NOT BAD AT ALL! we're going to perform sumthing like this in the end of the year...hope we'll be alright. =)

2009-05-17T08:15:00.000-07:00

I AM BEGINNNING INTENSIVE STUDYING FROM NOW ONWARDS, MAJOR EXAMS ARE COMING, i think i'm going to cut my hair short again....

BABES

2009-05-16T09:29:00.001-07:00

MY TOMATO HEAD!!

MUKA AKU STOP IT
mcm nak kenal2 ngan i
pose pose
extra behind

so i had my practical test tu, i'm too lazy to literally wake up early during the weekends...but i'm worried about my test which i was proud to say that i passed it!! so after that the babes and i went to change in the toilet, while waiting my friends to go and do their make up, i was talking to aliah(SEXY GIRL), and hit my head on the tissue placement thing, the thing was metal, and now i got BOOBOO on my head. =( hahah!! XD so then we walk through the condo houses, (BEWARE OF STUPID GUARD DOGS) we camwhored, laughed, do stupid stuff and smack butts!! and we went to eat at LJS...where FYZA go and put ICE inside my BRA! U IDIOT! but my fault ar, i go and POOTPOOT ice at them!! haahhaha had some laughs and IFA had to go home* relax kae ifa, we'll alwyas be there no matter what!! we'll be a shoulder to cry on for u* HEHE!! so some of them had to go home so left me, fyza, MIA and rad! then got this one bangla blok look at us...irritating I U NOE!! then we shifted places and sing, and laugh and do some POWER DANCE!! so pictures are here!! i misss my old friends badly !!!!!!!

2009-05-13T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hey my dear blog, i'm deliberately apologise if i have left u alone and abandoned u...to those silent readers, i need to apologose to you too, i have been too caught up with nursing, SO MANY TASKs, PRACTICALs, and test!! GODDAMIT! i need to push my self up!! i despereately want to continue my studies and go all the way up to poly...how i wish i can do that! if that happen i would be the most happiest person, and its my chance to be successful for once...ever since i have done my O's badly.

I've been attending school, and each day i feel that i'm one step close to a bunch of a new family, i feel that my class is rather bonded and we're like a family...everyday we share joyful laughs and cheerful measures, and i love them all...however i miss my old friends too. MY nursing babes..IIfa, MIA, Ella, RAD, FYYZAA, Myra, and lastly lina, i will miss her cute laugh HAHA!! My class is like a BOND of friendship, we laugh, joke, tell horny jokes...HAHA that's the fun part, faham2 kiter nursing students...BUDAK BIO, BUDAK BIOL! ONE thing i love most, IS TO SMACK ALL MY FRIENDS BUTT, radiah nyer sedap siol! ahahha..

BESTIE!!

2009-04-09T05:40:00.000-07:00

Even though we have broken up, i wouldn't want to be enemies with him...

i dun want to keep grudges, i still wanna keep memories..

I forgive him, but i just couldn't trust him anymore.

If we were to go back together, i wonder whether our relationship would work

one thing i'm afraid of, being hurt again..

I have a choice, but i have chosen this..

we promise ourselves as besties..not more than that.

and i hope that we will be bestfriends forever, coz i dun want to be enemies

"I love you, but i need to do this and you must learn to let go...it's not easy at all it's not that i want this, but i have to noe what's best for us"

I CUT MY FREAKIN HAIR!

2009-04-07T05:58:00.000-07:00

FOOLS out there better believe it i cut my hair...!! haahaa

But first i met up with nana and Nab...and they accompanied me there! thnkzz guyzzz!!

i felt paranoid that the lady go and cut my long fringe, i just said trim then she go and cut it quite short~!!! FUCK SIA!! so now my hair is short as hell, never been this short before, but it was okay though...i gave it dark copper red highlights too, which was only visible in the light..yeah whatever...it was okay i guess, i just have to get used to it. i need my fedora hat to cover my lepehness!! haha XD,

After that i went home first, i had no mood after i had done my hair...coz i was paranoid, mazni called to hear me out!! hahaha mazni called at the perfect time sia! then after that i went to nana's house, the good thing is that NANA masak! gosh i was too hungry at that time..ahah!! we had fun, and talk...and had alot of laughsssss...stayed for a while in nana's crib..played uno, shitass nana won...HAHA!! and she manicured my nails..tssk! so after watching MR bean i went home, i look in the mirror to see an ugly face, and that face was me....

HOTTIE NOTTIE

2009-04-03T06:36:00.001-07:00

ISN'T OLIVER SYPES HOTTIE!!! OMG HE"S SO FUCKING CUTE SIA! can i marry him? heh..go on tour with him, get JIGGY WITH HIM MAYBE?? ahahha....so today i had band rehearsal, we going a step furthur with the band...First i met up with Khairi and Khairia his GUITAR WITH LONG HAIR!! hahaha so shahril came for his guitar thing or sumthing...he and i are just friends now...so i should be cool with it..i made up with our first demo song and khairi made up with 2 other songs which are hits..we're going to hot ! HOT! like oliver SKpes!! can't wait for the next rehearsal...

IT"S OVER

2009-04-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

I tore our pictures together...

I deleted all our memories together..

and u tore my heart, and broke it into pieces

I once felt lucky that i had u in my life...

But for uncertain reasons now, u have made my life miserable

Love cannot be one-sided as it cannot work that way

I'm not weak, i have to be strong to face all this.

he just said sorry and moved on, thinking that everything will be alright

u wasted all away coz of the lies u have given me

We're off for good..that's it

JAMMING WITH THE FOOLS!

2009-03-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

So Today we went jamming with the band...the whether was DAMN HOT AHOY!! so i was sweating and started smelling i guess everyone started smelling!! haha! So we went to take bus no. 17 to go there..TODAY's jamming was great! Hope we do it again, and the new song that they introduced was great! couldn't get the lyrics rhythm though..it was hard to improvise. By the end of the day my throat started to soar, after that we went to eastpoint to grab some lunch...Talked about crappy stuff...and went separate ways. CAN WE GO AGAIN PLEASE!!! i had fuN! XD

can i say sumthing ??

2009-03-14T12:16:00.001-07:00

DO i look drunk??

GOSH!!! AKU NIE SYIOK SENDIRI SAK!!! ahahhaha

so yeah today i went to esplanade and chilled over by the bay, we didnt took pictures there but i did take pictures on myself using lappy when i went back home that is...

it WAS GREAT FUN!! both chilled by the bay and had some drinks...

I think the drink the uncle gave had alcohol inside...about like 3% of alcohol was in there i think...then we were both drunk by the bay...we *accidentally* throw a bottle cap so we could deliberately kill the turtles...we laughed like hell, vomitted, and spit water at each other faces..a dozen people's eyes were dazing at us

. COME ON GUYS CAN"T U SEE I:M DRUNK!! F**K OFF!

so yeah we were so hung over

i think i want to SUE the apek now ...really now...

now i still feel drunk...fuck u apek!

MEETTING!!!

2009-03-11T08:56:00.000-07:00

MAZ DION & LYN BAYLO

THE BITCHES

ME and Anesa

ME and dearest

VOGUE!! XD

MONDAY!!!! MONDAY!!! MONDAY!!!! HEY MONDAY!!!

on that day, i went to meet up with mazni and lyn as we haven't been meeting each other for so long...GOSH I MISS U GUYS!!!!! dah lah dah lama tak jumpa...!!! TER PEKIK2 I TAU!!! hahaah the truth is that i was late when i wanted to meet up with them...i was like 1 hour and 15 mins late ...OPPS sorry ar u guys ehkehke!!! MAZNI i still want to rembat LOE!!! hahaha mazni carey tol! so after that we went to KFC to get lunch...and they all got jeolous of my lappy..especially lyn...!!! heoheo!! =b...so we all talked about people and do what girls usually do, gossip...and that's when boyfiee got into the picture..here goes the climax of the story, we went to the top floor of ehub...and met up with anesa~!!!! gosh i miss her too!!! hahaha, then we continued using lappy and sang our lungs out...not at kbox, but on my lappy...faham2 ajer lah ehk...i'm so lazy to explain the details...WE HAD LOADS OF LAUGHS!!! and took stupid pictures!!!! gosh and we can't wait for our next trip to CASH STUDIO!!! WOOHOO!!! baik uh SOON KAYSSS!!! XD

i feel empty -_-

2009-02-19T23:49:00.001-08:00

Am i complicated? Am i always misunderstood?

after coming back from work. and when i'm alone in the mrt, i keep seeing flashbacks of my frineds... maybe i am not such a good friend after all, i suppose i keep adding to her problems...well, i dun think i want to disturb her anymore, i feel a loss...well, i'm sorry...all i just wanted to be was a help, but maybe i wasn't ... i just felt that i was losing sumbody....i dun want to be a burden ;(...i've been busy at work...and i have no hp, after work i will be very tired... well i miss ALL my friends...

To a friend: I'm sorry and i want to wish u all the st to get the course u want...DUN GIVE UP!...keep appealing if u want to ...hope u get what u wish for aites?? =)

well Im going to BALI tomorrow...see ya....

SATA

2009-02-16T04:55:00.000-08:00

SORRY...mUKA....

FATIN and HUDA

ME and gorgeous huDA

OKAY...

Now let me tok about the wonders of SATA...okay, me, huda and fatin went for the medical checkup for our nursing courses...first i had to take my BMI, then after that i had to urine in a cup...which was gross, then i smell my urine...which was more gross,then i had to go for my chest X RAY...which i had to *open*open* haha!! then after that i had to go for my blood test, the DOC like took 2 small testubes of blood, which makes me feel rather nauseous...i felt like i was going to faint...and it feels pain when i wanted to bend my arm...abeh ader org nie ckp, it will burst...hahaha!! then after that huda had to go to work, and i had to go back home...miss my friends... * i post this coz i got nothing to do and that coz i have pics* heoheo!

SENTOSA!!

2009-02-14T07:01:00.000-08:00

Looking way beyond the horizon

i'm a hopeless romantic

MR CLUELESS

SO i went to sentosa with shahril today, we don't call it celebrating valentine's we just called it dating in a normal sort of way....*since people say its a sin to celebrate it* tssk!!! so we planned to go and ride the luge, but the student special was only on weekdays so we were like so bumped up about it...but we decided to carry on with the plan anyways....the trip was unplanned in so many ways...NO MAT, FORGET TO BUY BATT, TAK LEH NAIK LUGE...dah lah ramai orang, but we decided to scoop up on the way, and carry on, we stopped at the beach station and lepakzz at the beach and went camwhore...in front of us was a family of ORANG PUTIH buat mcm heartshape made up of sand...it was cool!! i wanted to take a picture of it but, the scene was occupied with people...DAMMIT!! So we took pictures and laugh, had a couple of staring moments...what i noe is taht i had tremendous FUN with him...*LOADS*!! we then decided to head back to vivo and chill near the shallow waters...the water was unexpectedly clean coz the last i saw it was dirty due to a lot of kids and adults peeing on it *i guess*...(nnti nak terkencing dalam air tak leh tahan kencing ajer pat shallow waters)...hehehe!! we bought starbucks again...i said " CAN I HAVE A TALL GREEN TEA FRAPP WITHOUT CLASSIC SYRUP, ADD GREAN TEA POWDER BLENDED CREAM" abeh c beruk2 tak bar nak complain2!! alamak..PISS OFF!! well, we headed back home and say our goodbyes....

CAN I FORGET??

2009-02-09T04:54:00.000-08:00

Life ought to be cruel to us sometimes...

Everything was going well as planned and suddenly it all became an awful disaster

At first it could be a smooth road of laughter and memories, and then on second thought it could be hell

It's has been very hard for me i guess

i'm a confused, selfish little girl..

a little girl who often don't know what's good and wrong for her

A little girl who was often mislead and misunderstood....

One might say that i might be ridiculous, being so dramatic and selfish

i had one mistake of getting over the ledge by saying something that i actually shouldn't

I can't stand being myself sometimes

I can't stand when i always make a person cry and cry...

i can't bear to look

it pains me as well, coz i was the one who has made the mess by being angry

i can't help it, im a angry person

All this UPs and DOWNs, it's like being stuck in a roller coster ride

PS: i HATE to be on a roller coster

Every fight and all this mess....

does it relate to the past which has not yet been forgotten..

WOW people might say..."come ON get over it...it's the past,"

it's not easy, it's not easy at all

it takes blissfully moments of love and time

My words that i have speak out...

i'm sorry=(

i'm weak, and i wished i could speak at all...

I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID

BUT THERE'S ALWAYS A REASON WHY I'M ALWAYS ANGRY

I'M SORRY IF THE DREAD IN ME HURT U

LAST TIME I ALWAYS WANTED TO GET BACK AT U

BUT THAT WOULD ME AS BAD...

DAMMIT, GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!

CAN i forget??

......

WOOO, valentine's coming!!!

2009-02-07T08:17:00.001-08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmm.......

GOT EVERYTHING PLANNED OUT!!!!XD

I LOVE U DEAR!!!! XOXOXO

SHOPPING!!!!

2009-02-07T08:03:00.000-08:00

well, here are the list of items that i bought today with my NOT SO OF A MUCH pay!

1. Billabong dress

2. ink sling bag

3.a forever 21 fedora

4. OP shirt

5. a samuel and calvin polo tee(for work)

**thinking of buying a three quarter length jeans/skirt

maybe i'll buy that when i go bali..maybe....hmmm

DAys have passed momentarily...i've been thinking about the happiest times during the retro days...hahah!! staying back inside the classroom, rearranging the tables whereby it is not at the right place anymore, playing block catching around the school...how can i forget about it?? i'm starting to miss my friends as sooner or later we will ve going to our seperate ways...since we have been together for around 4 years or so, it's hard to forget and it's hard to let go....well, i hope we all stay in touch aites!!! hear me OUT BABES!! haahah! met nana ngan contacts vampire dier at ntuc...couldn't chat coz she was working, i dun want to disturb her..bought SUSHI!! which costed like around 15...hehehe!!!! ehk aku NAK ZZZZzzzZZZzz!!!! k go and buhbye!!!

SENTOSA BAYBEH!!!

2009-01-11T03:48:00.000-08:00

LUGE!!!

BABES

WHat A DAY!! we decided to go to sentosa to have fun!...we were late since art and lia got a head start...*apologies*, the burning sun practically kept on burning our skins, and i felt as if i got a tan at the end of the day...i missed my babes!, and i was excited to meet them again after a long time...I WAS BUMED that my pay wasn't yesterday as it was suppose on that day itself but the feeling of not getting it make me feel absolutely mad...but i'll just have to be patient anyway...*sign* whatever carrying ON...I HAd fun with all my friends there...having picnic and such...especially riding on the skyride and the LUGE!!! i really enjoyed it...the fun pratically blew me away...!! the ride is contagious..hahahaha! then we had to go home and blahblah..k lah bye!

CHALET!!! berjumpa dengan members2 lama!!

2009-01-04T06:35:00.000-08:00

YAY!!!! Like finally i get to meet up with members2 lama except for MAZNI!!!! GGRRRR!!....u better go out with me ehk, IF NOT, i still ur current pacar okay!!! muahahahah...

OKAY....@ 11.00 sumthing, i went to nana's house to go and help her with all the food, my bones like want to crack sia when i carry all the things...luckily we took taxi to reach there...coz if not, while walking there halfway...i think we all pengsan, nak setangah mati....when we reach there, we all lepak at the chalet's room...slack for a while with nana, she told me about her ghost stories..which CREEP the hell OUT OF ME!! idiot betol!!!! u noe at night i nvr sleep.!!!! grrr!

we started bbq, at around 3 sumthing, coz i was straving....hahahaha, then i ask shahril to come EARLY>....hahhaha, so cruel! then shafiq nyer rambut colour mcm lion...met up with an old friend of mine...lydia, she's really effing pretty !!!!!! woooooo, the food was great thanks to my personal chef....he nvr cook for them, the whole thing all for me...he cook all that just for ME!!! hahahahhahaha.....ARTIYA, LIA, JAZMYN, HAIDAH with her two adik cute2 came!!!!! gosh i miss them...we had FUN chatting, borak2 about stuff...hehehehhe!!! planning to go SENTOSA with everyone!! weeee, wait ehk u guys, i want to buy dress first..!!! ahahahhaha, no lah jkjk....play card games, lia, the easy-going, freindly girl had to go home, (hope to meet ya again)...hehehehhe XD, then after that, the guys except for shahril syg wanted to go swamp...(which i will NVR go!!), nana went with them, so tinggal me, artiya, haidah and her adik beradik....hahahah, in the bilik chalet, we open the speaker KUAT2 and HAD tremendous FUN!!!! and laugh2 like hell until ted to go back home, i almost lost my voice... how i wish maz was there at that time...takper MAZNI, KITA LEH HAVE FUN NEXT TIME!!!! SENTOSA!!! hehehee....ehk? ehk? hhehehee....i didn't overnight, had to go back home, coz i was working the next following day...so had to CIAOS>..when we wanted to CHIOS!! we met up with maz's father and chatted for a while with him...and we went back home.....abeh tak leh tidor...u noe why!!!!!!!!! go and find out ur self...i didn't take any pictures...SHIT! so yeah, can't wait to go out with U ALL YEAH!!! OK GO!

PIT!

2008-12-14T23:48:00.000-08:00

So we had our STARBUCKS pit yesterday, it was fun, i forgot to take pictures i didn't bring my camera...so we went to pasir ris park to the PIT 3...me and shahril drop off at pit 30 sumthing we were like so far away from our pit...but we manage to brisk walk there, while we were walking we spotted so many tents!! then we can hear like sounds dunno lar....hahaha!!

Finally we reach there...they already goreng the bbq chicken, we didn't expect them to be early as they were from woodlands...haha, so we were late...over there we had fun playing sherades and drink calls and such...since it was raining, it was muddy all over...the frogs were exceptionally loud...it was irritating me, bunyi katak mcm bunyi indigestion..so after that we slid off to changi village..by truck, hahaha, loloq drive so fast...then we all grab some drinks and chill, and after tht we all went back home...we mange to spot 1 BAPOK...amboi2, pakai payung nampak!!! hahhaa...so yeah..bye peeps!!

i'm freaking miserable

2008-11-29T08:28:00.001-08:00

TODAY i had a bad day...i was freaking late for work today, then after that i had to work from 12-8...when i got up already i was in no mood to tok to anyone, i dun even feel like toking to anyone...met shahril after that, tok to him abt work and stuff...then when i got back, my mum had a Fuckin seizure!!! she scold me when i had to work my butts off, people come back from home earn money then kene tengking kene BODOH kene STUPID!!! a mother saying that to a child making can make me demoralize.... i feel as if i want to be alone!! i cried in my room, shaking helplessly on my bed... i had sumbody to tok to, zack had to hear my venting, i was crying in pain...

He would probably be sad and feel like killing himself right now. we haven't have time for each other nowadays... NW he knows ar what i feel when he was working then like i had to wait for him everytime for him to come back...maybe i think MAMA was right, i was stupid to go work far...i should have taken a nearer place, but i shouldn;t blame him, coz i was asked that it's good, kalau starbucks pon, i should have chosen a nearer place...I"M STUPID!! thanks mama!! i get it...i'm weak!

New glasses

2008-11-20T08:25:00.000-08:00

My parents bought me new glasses!!! This glasses i'm using now SUX!! i'm going to throw this rusted glasses of mine in the DUMP!! F**k! miss my friends badly! everyone including me have been very busy nowadays,...i see my daughter also, she like want to faint already...met nana that day, she look exhausted as hell, saw shafiq and naqqil too, hahaha!!! funny lar...but good PAY though!!! xD well, that's it...

Waiting for hym :)

WEEEEEEEEE!!!!

2008-11-16T00:29:00.000-08:00

Who's that cutie in the middle?

The gang

ME and birthday girl

CANDID

Well let the pictures do the talking!!!!! this are actually the pic that was taken when i was celebrating huda's birthday, i was actually shocked that they celebrated my birthday too...aleh2 jer ader cake pat depan...saper tak TEPERANGJAT C!!!! hahhahaha...then tey also got throw water ballons at me...shit u guys...no extra CLOTHES...

THANK YOU GUYS!!!! I LOVE U!!

Then we watch movie at NANa's room...ahahahah, NANA's room was so comfortable....got aircon sommore....hahhahaa, i eventually slept i tell u...while i was watching the show...if i can overnight lagi best....hahahhaa!!! I'm beginng to miss my friends...:( hahahaa hope to go out with you guys soon!!!!

WEEEEEEE!!!!!

2008-11-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

I got a call today from STARBUCKS baybeh!!! i got the job....yeah i got the job so much for being worried that i will not get it...thanks to Shahril and his coffee master!!! for convincing the manager, surely i smash up the place with coffee...heoheo...i got one more multiple choice paper and i'm off to my training...okay, so today went out with shahril my dear to refund the tix for taste of chaos, the tix so expensive!! and we are underage....whatever lar, tak leh tengok as i lay dying!! stupid, CB....i feel as if i want to go meet them when i'm listening to their songs, lucky u OLDER people to get to go there...hahahhaa...!!then after refund we went to bus stop we weren't actually familiar with the place so dunno what busstop we go...then we witness birds fighting, i see like they want to eat each other sia!!! ahaha, the bus ride was interesting actually found some creepy places....serious like abondoned piece of land...CREEPYSHIT i tell you!! hahhaa...well then we go survey on some stuff...that's all blahblah!! get lost from my blog!!

NO camera !!!! NO pictures!!! I feel whacked out!!!

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XOXO

2008-10-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

FUCK AR THREE PAPERS IN ONE DAY!!!!!! i cannot remember all...DAMMIT!! i'm going to sue M.O.E coz i think they are so fucking MAD, its not rad...BIO alot of facts to remember and, POA also especially the theory!!!! I CAN'T REALLY REMEMBER ALL AT ONCE...THE HORROR!!!

I THINK U PEEPS SEE MY FACE RIGHT I THINK U PEEPS WILL THINK I'M OLD...I THINK I OLD ALREADY....my back pain ar....YANA dah nenek lar....k i'm taking a break!!!

i hate u MOE...!! i hate u !!! SHITASS...F**K!!!

This is so wacked out!!!! hahahhaa

2008-10-26T09:37:00.000-07:00

this video is so FREAKING funny!!!! hahahahhaa, practically laughed my head off....

2008-10-24T04:15:00.000-07:00

Just have to put up with these horrendous few weeks and i'm off !!! Been putting up with independence lately, and i have to bear with this, there's always every piece of motivation in my head saying " Liyana, come on just bear with this few weeks, AND CAN ENJOY!!!", lepas tu leh kejer STARBUCKS!!!! yeah man, i'm going to be a part time BARISTA!!! well, i do not comfirm if i get the job, but i will just have to imagine myself making COFFEE!!! i think it's gonna be hilarious coz I'm a clumsy person...I'm gonna ramp up the place with coffee...LIYANA the COFFEE maker, belum bikin coffee nak berangan ehk!! hahha!!! HORROR!! HORROR!! HORROR!!

Today was the MATHS o'levels exams, it was ok, quite challenging and that last part was a killer, i almost wanted to pee, if can i want to pee on that paper!!! so like can put all my misery away!!The cramps that i have from endless writing are basically killing me...hopefully, days scurry fast enough to make right decisions, putting up independence is like on a rough road...where it could be shaky but in the end, u just have to put through with things and carry on with life, life can get complicated sumtimes, there fights, maybe that's basically what's friendship is..., i dun like having fights, it's not the way we solve things....i can get edgy sumtimes, but i have to put up with pressure and all the complicated things in life....studies..GOSh, a mess!

well IT WAS GRAduation DAY!!!

2008-10-11T10:15:00.000-07:00

All i copyright from MAZNI's blog...

So it was graduation DAY....the most saddest and maybe the last day of our secondary school lives...they showed this presentation and the part when the teachers had to sing some sad song for us..i did drop a tear or so, coz it's like the last day for us and some may be glad that they're leaving...but we have to leave that school, "takkan nak live forever right??" hahahha!! okay then we like practically took body of teachers...hahha....tak kenal pon amek....well, it was sad...coz we might never know we might be able to see each other again...see lar....i dun even have a handphone....so we got our report cards...i passed overall, okay lar..hopefully i do better for O'levels...INSYA'ALLAH!!! then we went to white sands..not really in the mood..no comment!!

O'LEVEL CANDIDATES....GOOD LUCK FOR O'S...HOPE U ALL DO UR BEST!!! LOVE YA....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!! :D

2008-10-01T09:05:00.000-07:00

me and ajib jiwa hahahaha!

Me and Kak aireena

The family gossipss...

wooooooo....

i loeve this shot...

WELL, today is hari raya!! i've like been looking forward to this day ...as what i've expected it was fun as ever, i get to see all my dear cuz...that i've missed badly..:(, hehehe...

First i went to my grandmother's house(mother's side), ahhahaha, i had fun there also...so i met with my mak busu, the mat(izzat) and his brothers...and i talk and laughed with them, i talked to izzat for a while....and i went down to 7 eleven with mak busu and she talked abt her problems at work... hope she cheers up!! :)....then on our way back to her house, i got stuck bet. the doors..shit i was SO SILLY!!! paisey man...and it was hilarious...then my cuzzie laugh at me like hell, kurang ajar lu!! takper2, nnti ko jaga!! ahhahaa, "STUPID DOOR", hahha and my mum also got stuck bet the elevator doors...hahahaha, maut ar ketawa!! ahahhahaha that i can't forget...

Secondly we were off to my granmother's house(father's side), so i met up with kak lin, aireena, syalabi, shadiq and all and once we reached there, we played nintento Wii...hahhaa punyer lar gerek...multi player, kak LIN with her silly acts and jokes...make me laughed only...LOL...she's looks like a doll...so pretty leh she... didn't get to go raya with her...was going to but tak jadi...:(, then we had to go home...salam2 and we're off to Mak ngah's house...there i chatted with syalabi and Kak aireena...we go and see some obscene pictures....geli bodoh.. IMAGINE A GIRL WEARING A TOWEL AND TAKING HER PIC OF HERSELF....SHE WAS LIKE FAT, HER FACE LIKE DISTORTED AND SHE WEARING LIKE THAT!! people like that should get sued for burning a person's eyes, coz it's was too ugly to be looked at ...WTH!! fuckers....then we're off to Ajib's house..at pasir ris "WAH AJIB PAKAI BAJU ACDC AR, ROCKERS AR JEEP!!!!" ahahahhaa... then we're off to nek's long house.....it's was like from pasir ris, to woodlands...gila seh!! nasib baik ader kereta...heoheo...not much to talk about there....coz i dun really noe them...and then we're OFF, initially we wanted to go to punngol, but the road was too confusing, we keep turning in circles...and in the end we couldn't find the place...hahaha, less duit raya ar nie!! lemak...then we went home and rest....gosh it was a tiring day laughing

here and there, meeting up with missed souls and forbidding them again...ahaha "SO EMO" no lar, even if we do not meet espsecially kak lin and kak aireen....u will still be missed by me....

lurve ya!! XD

Well, Shahril like i say i couldn't contact u it's was hard....i couldn't even find the right time...i'm sorry...I've missed u badly...coz didn't even get to contact u for the whole day, but u also should understand my situation...i'm sorry...:( i love ya just know that u've been missed badly...

GEYLANG C PAKU GEYLANG~~~

2008-09-20T11:24:00.000-07:00

So today i went to geylang with my family...

we went there to buy baju raya and all the necessary stuff...

Let me start off with the day at first, i HAD TO CLEAN UP MY ROOM!!

It was soo tiring...i scrubbed my dressing table mirror until it had to be clean and sparkling...

cleaned up my dressing table since it's whole pile of junk on the table...

i can't tell u guys how much dust there is in my room...

i think i had the most dust among the other rooms....

I felt so TIRED, my legs was cramping like hell!!

then after that we decided to buka tak luar....we went to break fast at KFC!!

ate zinger burger and we went off to GAYLANG!! hahaa

"my brother kept on doing his hair it was so irritating "....

Thoughts of the day: " I feel like shaving off my brother's hair" such an egoistic brat he!!!

AT GAY LANG, we went to buy my fathers and brother's clothes first, our colour: White VS Black....that's what we wanted...so i bought a very expensive baju kabaya which cost around $100...coz that like the only baju kebaya i really2 like....it was very very NICE...that's why mahal!!! hahahaa....it's songket btw!!! hahahaa I LOIKE!!! then my mother bought burger RAMLI....and otak2 went to my granpa's house and KAROUKE!! hahhaha....not me..i dun like to sing malay songs!! i suck at singing that!! ahhahaa...XD, so then we went back like around 12...and set up the curtains we just bought....wooo, it looks really nice !! hahaha...so like that's all folks...i haven't sleep yet and it's like 2 45...hahhahaa...haiyoyo at least there's sumbody to accompany me....GOSH I MISS YOU SO!!! aahahhahaa!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NANA!!!

2008-09-12T23:43:00.000-07:00

me and birthday girl

Me and my deary

me bursting out laughing artiya...pon nak ketawa

Chocolate eclair dier nyer sedap

Hey peeps and dudes, yesterday i went to celebrate Nana's birthday by breaking fast at City hall. We initially wanted to break fast at magic wok, by it was full, even though we went there quite early...Like WTH g2 at 5 sumthing already full!!! then we decided to eat at sakura...we made reservations first and took a hike to funan digital mall...ARGH!!! electronic madness seh tak sana!! everywhere there's like electronic stuff and i was so going to be crazy...then nabz, Juz, Haidahs wanted to go buy sumthing for NANA...hahaha, we trick nana saying nana that i wanted to go to the toilet...but instead we went in search for cakes at Citylink mall...hahhaa, but we didn't get to find any cake shop but we bought small, tiny muffins which looked so delightable..like pimple seh, i like want to squeeze them!!! ahhahaa, and it sure smells good too..i want to buy but no money!! hahhaa...nvm, next time i go there, i want to buy ar!! Hahahhaa, then, we took a slow walk to Sakura, nak makan masa...sengaja nak keep nana waiting..ahhaha...!! sorry lah nana, we wanted to buy u a present...hehehe...XD, then BANG dah berbunyi!! we then tugged in to the food, i and Birthday girl ate beef kway teow, my darling ate Kway teow hor fun...then the rest i think eat nasi goreng beef...the food was nice!! but i like magic wok better!! hahaha...no offence Sakura..then i went berserk on the streets of cityhall, i just felt hyper and happy after eating...hahaha, i just felt like bursting out my laughter!! XD...ader orang cakap "Liyana kaner sampuk, Liyana dah giler!!!, kenapa ngan awak nie!!" kurang ajar sak!! diam ar!! hahhahaa....no lar...i just felt happy, like any other days..!! hahhaa XD , then we pass out presents to the birthdays girls...jeolous seh i!! hahhaa...no lar...then we camwhore...after that we went to citylink mall...window shopping...NABzz and ARTzz went home early, i stayed for a while to window shopping...then Nana, we went to the chocolate factory...unfortunately, willy wonka wasn't there, then i sad ar...ahahhaa...Nana bought jelly beans which tasted so good!! hehee..Nana gave me some of the beans and it tasted so good...

then after that me and my dear went back home...hehehe but i was sad inside

One of our members cannot go because her mother cannot go out, because she have to go out with her family...everyone missed u for sure Mazni...i missed u...i'm sure everyone will understand okay...:) u dun sad2 too, i dun like when people sad2 okay mazni!! :), i'm sure she understands... last but not finally, I LOVE YOU DEAR!! next time we break fast together okay, i promise that i will make it up to u...:)

i feel sad and i dunno why i feel this

2008-09-03T08:11:00.000-07:00

Hey there peeps....

i didn't go to school today, coz i seriously overslept... and i didn't know the tutorial was at 9...haiz, sumhow, im sorry mazni if i didn't come...i seriously overslept, i woke up and called u and i slept again...coz i didn't noe that it was at 9...and to a dear friend...have i done something that made u hate me...i dunno what i've done...sumhow tell me that i'm wrong...or when i did something wrong, coz u made me feel guilty...i dunno what i do ? did i do sumthing wrong..and why do u want to be alone suddenly...i feel that i did sumthing wrong that got u to hate me?? or issit my imaginations...or maybe u dun have the mood nowadays at least tell me or share ur problems with me...coz u made me feel really worried...:(, mazni tell me uh!!! PLS, even though it will hurt me at least tell me my mistakes, coz everybody makes mistakes...but for whatever i have done that hurt u or whatever, i'm sorry pls, i'm sorry, i dun wan to fight, coz i dun think fighting will help solve problems...if u want to be alone tell me...i would understand, i feel like collapsing...coz u've been an adviser to me and a dearest friend, i dunno what is going on.....i just feel guilty somehow....

blahblah!!

2008-08-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

Hey there guys!!!...what can is i say is that I'M VERY TIRED AND CRAMPING!! i went to baybeats today, it was damn whacked but okay lar....i was looking forward into seeing Cardinal Avenue and when they sang live it was great!!!... Silhouette was not bad at all, it was okay...DAMN i didn't bring my cam...and if i had my cam also i dun have batts...after their performance was a band from Philippines, FAS**** i forgot the name uh...?? the mosh pit was very small, i couldn't even see it... then i went home lar never bath then sleep hahahaha.... BORING UH!!! i want to go sleep uh...BYEBYE!!!

Tiring DAY SIA!!

2008-08-29T05:51:00.000-07:00

Hello there peeps!!! sorry if i haven't been blogging for the last few days... as i was too caught up with my studies and i'm also too lazy to blog!! hahhaa...well, today the school was having roadrace for teacher's day....well, here is todays preview...

First i met up with Shahril under my block and we went to grab some snacks before going there...when the bus arrived...packed giler seh semer MCM sardine dalam can!!! i initially wanted to walk with maz, nab, huda, artiya all but, it's like not best lar...i still wanted to run...tengok orang lari mcm SYiiok lak ehk!!! hahhaa....sorry MAZ ad semer, didn't walk with ya all...i want to deeply apologize!! maner penalty aku?? hahaha, after the race, i practically spat water on everyone, and badot shahril go and spit water in MY EAR!!arghh, PEKAK!!! hahaha...i wanted to spit water on the teachers but scared lar l8ter i get detention....hahahaha....I was damn tired after that...but still i had my boosting energy to go back to the beach again to LEPAK after we had lunch at mac...and it was nana's first anniversary...mazni tak ikut seh!! majok tau i!!! lermak..:(....hmm, then i went lepak again where??? ON MY BED!!!

HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! :)

FIQEENANA!!!

I LOVE YOU SHAHRIL!!!

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I had study group today.!!! :)

2008-08-23T07:09:00.000-07:00

three HOT ladies!!

sape entah amek nie...!!

Theme: STEP FIERCE!!

WOOO i love this shot!!

Me and Nana and MAZNI

Step ajer amek gambar tak K BOX!!

Heyhey peeps and dweebs...!!!! XD

Today i had a study group with Mazni, Nana, Shahril and ME at the typical day at e hub..

i studied fnn today...at least i finished one essay ....heehe:)

when i came there it was raining really heavily..then my umbrella stand was really ketot....

hahhaa, then i was alone when i came there..., i was fully embaressed coz people were looking at me with curiosity....maybe in their heads they were thnking, "what the hell is this girl doing sak?, dunno how to use umbrella" hahaha .....then met nana and mazni at the coffee shop...i didnt saw them at first, they saw me....hahaha,,,kelakar lar!! then we went to the top storey of ehub and took beautiful pics of us...hehhe..!!! WOW wEEE!! ehehehe....CAM WHORE...wow, prelims are just around the corner...FACE THE FUCKING FACTS THAT I NEED TO STUDY!!! OBVIOUSLY...and i want to go to either nanyang or TeMASEK!! hahaha!!....okie...now i want to soak my leg in the water, caos it's cramping like hell...DAMMIT!! haha beybye!!

I Wore CONTACT LENS FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME..!!!

2008-08-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

I love my dearest!!!

Monyet nampak, monyet buat

maz, me, art and JAz!!!

a guy took this for us, auww so sweet of him...wadever!! haha

heyhey there dweebss!!! hahahhaa....today iw went to ehub with my study group i was the early bird there...we studied physics and bio, well i didn't study much, i only studied physics, and read a bit of bio notes...and i taught shahril some physics questions too!! but unfortunately Shahril had to go home first because got a special so called day, kener bacer yasin 3 times...hehhee...wah alim lar my dear nie....that's a good thing hehe, at least when in the future, we tie the knot or sumthing leh sembahyang together2 hhahaa!!! then nana and taufiq go already, i dunno where they go hahah!!! after that we ate free food at mazni's father's stall, i felt awkward, but satisfied...and i felt bad as i had spend sumbody's money..hahahaha..okie., then after that we wnt to camwhore like hell!!! we took pics along the pathway on the grass, in public!! haha it was VERY VERY FUN!! then me jaz n art did the monkey see, monkey do hahaha!!! had some wholefull laughs that day!! :) i love all my friends and especially shahril!!! hehehe

I went out and i got CRAMPS from laughing wholefully!!

2008-08-02T04:58:00.000-07:00

Muker STOP it!! :)

hehe :) i love this SHOT!

Mazni gave a wink to my cam!! chey adr paper ker??

CUTE KAN???

Me and BESTIE!!!:)

heyhey there!! :) today i went out with MAZNI, NANA, SHAHRIL, and TAUFIQ!!! First we went to Tampines mall to teman mazni amek mascara dier!! cheychey adr mascara baru lar!!! LONG LASHES!! then straight away after that we went to Pasir ris back and go to ehub, and went to play one game of bowling...i lost!! BODOH!! ahaha....nvm it's just a game, so whatever lar ehk!! nana refused to play...kiter rang pujuk dier, masih degil taknak main...haha, cubit baru tahu!! hehe...then nana and taufiq have to go back home, nana had to work, tau had to go teach someone...haha then me, Mazni and my man go to beach and take pics! haha we took loads of pics there..!! haha, luckily we found a 'so called mat' to sit on tssk, truthfully it was a plastic bag...a very big one!! then we lay down on the plastic bag...it was DAMN hot but at least there were shades of trees!! haha....then we laugh and laugh and i began to feel tired!! haha....teman mazni for a few minutes and went home with shahril!!! ahaha...last but not least i LOVE U DEAR!! HOPE u do well for ur prelims yar!! LOVE YA!! and i love all my friends too!!

Today was superb FUN!!! I wish to go out with u guys again...but have to concentrate on EXAMs...coz i want to get the $400!! haha it's a must!! haha byebye dweebs...:)

Hey there DWEEBS!!!

2008-08-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

i only took this pic in my cam!! BATT LOW!! DAMMIT!!

HUDA SEND ME PICs so that i can make my BLOG FANCIFUL!!!

Hahaha....well today i went out with Huda and Asyikin...to find books about fats and food science...we actually wasted time going there coz the books we were going to find was all not available...wow!! WTH!!! i sue MOE!!! damn YOU!! hahaha jkjk!! no offence...but it was worth it because i so long never go out with shiqin and huda....A VERY LONG TIME!!! haha....i miss going out with them...but mazni never go seh!!! mazni stress!! haha... i majok ar!!then artiya last minute call...kiter call dier takder orang angkat...but it's okay! :) no hard feelings! but next tyme tell us sooner lar...we were actually waiting for u....okie, so we couldn't find books in that library so we went to Pasir Ris library...haha...there we also coulsn't find books...stupid!! then we saw that hell of a sick guy!! he's just sick in the mind i guess!!! FUCKA!!! then i was starting to miss my man!! hahaha, he's like so far away from me...ahha...love u...and u knw what?? i had simpul biawak, ehich hurts so much!! gosh it was painful...this happen everytime if i do vigorous walking! haha, then we ate syikin french fries...ahah yumyum!! then i called huda kak and Syiqin mak!! ahaha...k that's all folks!!! had fun hanging out with them today!! love ya all my frens and SHAHRIL!!!